On Bad Days

I'm having a bad day.

I know bad days happen, but this is one of those bad days where I just need to talk (type?) it out.

But I can't talk it out because various people that are involved in the various things that are making me sad have access to this blog.

Suffice it to say that I feel generally stupid. I was holding back tears all afternoon, and just started sobbing as soon as I got home.

Work is going good, plans to move are in place, and I love my friends and hobbies...but that's not the trouble.

For all that *most* areas in my life are doing just fine, there is another couple of areas that just keep dragging me down. And it seems that every time I come out of my shell and try to improve those areas, I end up in worse shape than I was before.

Guh. I can't wait for these sad feelings to go away. I know they will. But for now, I shall deal with them using tears and chocolate.

And possibly Battlestar Galactica.